(Private to self)
I feel sick to my stomach, this feeling won't go away. I feel the fire around all the time, the disturbed flesh walls and disgusting scent all over the place at night. I'm not afraid of it but it let's me know that somehow something still isn't right.
Some man offered to heal me, he said he was a man of god and could fix me.
I'm scared, I wish someone familiar was here....even that disappointment James.